時間分秒都在流失，轉眼間就要跟六月揮手致意了。
這一月，象徵著護理實習生的生死大關；
這一月，也象徵了向‘護理實習生’這個身份說 byebye 時刻。
六月初，在一因緣會際之下，應法友之邀參與了某佛曲專輯分享會。
什麽？要演唱？原來需要歌手。我的音質稱不上什麽妙音，不過想想，這也何嘗不是种法的善種子入大衆心田的一種結緣方式？唱佛曲何嘗不是普賢十願裏的‘稱讚如來’一行？
姑且一試吧！結果，這樣的一個念，除了得以稱讚如來之外，更讓我認識了善友，能在修學道路上的護持。這是法喜的~
接下來，把自己投入應考的‘備戰’行列。無數無數的NCLEX範本考題、較早前讀書會的紀錄 、講師的扎實練習課。這些無不是都為將來的飯碗打拼而先墊下的努力。大家不約而同地為6月13日做倒數，也為彼此即將離開的那天默默倒數。
繁忙的‘備戰行列’，幸虧還有一絲喘息空間，為心靈與慧命添加小小資糧。參與了禪修活動，讓應考前緊綳的身心放下，此刻只有呼與吸之間。果真，離考期只有區區一兩天，禪修後的心更明亮，思維更清晰。
6月13日—— 為飯碗打拼的第一個關站終于來到。能在兩個半小時内能如實回答100題的致命護理考題是感恩的。較後，只能默默祝禱較前的努力得以讓這關順利通過。
應戰過後，當然是把握時間‘頽廢’啦！
短短兩個星期假之内，去了星洲及婆羅州一趟。蜻蜓點水似地走過。去了主題樂園，嘗試了未騎過的過山車遊戲。常識挑戰並克服内心的恐懼？？身處大都市，可以感受都市人的繁忙步伐，冷冰的面目。相反的，在婆羅州一小鎮——詩巫（我稱之爲福州小鎮），完全被福州人的好客以及美味的食物吸引住。有人說我好矛盾，去了大城市又去小鎮。我覺得如此並無不妥，得以見到種種差別種種相，可說是不枉此行。
感謝，得以通過大馬護理局考，成爲正式的註冊護理人。
如今，過了明天就是上班的日子。我相信，未來還有更多關與站讓我去闖。學海無涯，學習無止境。加油了！
Soon after else, we're going to wave goodbye to June and say Hello to July.
Hence, since June was such a happening month, I would write some conclusion before we reach July. =)
June- a month that we the student nurses have to sit for board exam and also a month to take off our identication as a student nurse.
As June started, thanks to some dharma pals. I'd stand a chance to enrol myself in a Buddhist Hymns Singing and sharing event. It was my 1st time to sing for public beside from KTV. Anyhow, it is a good chance for me to praise the Buddha and knit a dharma relationship with public.
After that, it's the time to really rush myself and final prepare for the exam. Tonnes of NCLEX question whether is in book form or online, hours of intensive class, lots of previous study group notes etc etc. This is one of the way to achieve our goal , which is going to be a staff nurse. Everyone was counting down for the date of exam and also the leaving date.Sad huh?
Anyhow, prior to the exam. I'd decided to join in a meditation session few days before the exam. It's simply awesome. I'd experience even clearer mind state to prepare myself for exam. No more NCLEX, no more notes etc etc. Relax and feel the peace of mind^^
Not mention bout the 100 MCQ exam, glad that I can finish it up within 2 and a half hour.
After that, 2 weeks of holiday for me to enjoy before start my work. Been to S'pore and Borneo as my destination. Try to overcome my fear by taking 2 roller coaster at a time in Universal Studio. Experienced the stressful part of the civilian and the style of them dealing with time in the big city. Slow pace in Borneo part, small town Sibu which catch my glimpse. The friendly Foochow clan and their food, just simply awesome!
Some people told me that it was ridiculous to travel a city and a town at the same time. Well, what i think about was, ain't it the good way to see different kind of people, slow vs fast pace and learn their pros and discard their cons at the same time?
I'd pass my Malaysian Nursing Board Exam and get the license very very soon!! excited bout it^^
Few days later, it's time for me to start a new chapter of life. Start my first ever job as a Staff Nurse.
What i believe is that in future there's still a lot of challenges for me to overcome. Hope i can discard the obstacle eventually and keep learning throughout my life. Gambate~
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